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Saturday, March 04, 2006
1:11 PM

talked to minzhi thru skype last night till 2am (considered late for me lar) realised that quite many people from chung cheng high main had changed a lot... or had encountered very dramatic experiences... hehe... and our group is the minority... people can still recognised us even if we are burned into ashes... (sound negative) aiya... of course i thought of changing... esp when i'm going into a new school or environment... i always hope to start anew, be a new me in a new environment... but... i'm always back to my own self again... hmm... that seems good too... at least i know i'm still myself now... though i may be losing myself gradually...

sigh... thought of someone again... tsk... when suddenly thought of that person again? it has been so many years liao but i just couldn't forget that person... though i'm not searching... i'm been noticing for that person's track... maybe it's destiny... still didn't get to see that person face to face... hehe... but know that that person is still alive... good good...

hmm... think i should search for myself bah... it's more important... last night... minzhi and i were discussing what gender should i be... in the end... i still should be a female... a female with a male personality... ookkkk... i can accept that lar... i think... erm... ya lar... like this lor...

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