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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
1:03 PM

aiyo... i'm sick AGAIN... really sian... i'm suppose to start my part-time job today... i'm doing survey leh... imagine people see my sick face... hurr... think they will also feel sian... will they do survey for me? out of pity?

sneezing again...

alamak... i need money... but i don't wish to spread germs to others while working... at expo leh... so many people...

oh ya... must have gotten the germs while seeking for job yesterday... hope i can get the job at music junction... the environment and pay is the best of all jobs i found... but before praying to get the job... i think it's better to pray that i won't keep sneezing at expo later...

sneezing again...

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Saturday, May 28, 2005
3:13 PM

4 more days to the release of results... almost forgot about it...

i forgot a lot of things already... trends... fashion... happy... and unhappy incidents... my life now is like a piece of blank paper... absolutely nothing...

hmm... a good time to reflect on myself...

i have decided to work as an air stewardess after graduation... good money... hehe... i need to pay study loan... hmm... but realise my gender identity is neither here nor there... aka not feminine... should take these few years to change myself... or else they will really send me out when i go for interview...

加油！

after flying for a few years... earned enough money... sick of flying... (provided i get the job lah...) i would go and be a journalist... hmm.... but realise my language isn't fantastic... and my thinking is not mature and critical enough... need to build up these during these years...

加油！

haha... heard from a friend that a secondary schoolmate of mine has married... with a kid now... wah... i'm still single... hasn't been in love before... still living in a world of my own... thinking of being alone for the rest of my life... hmm...

还是顺其自然吧。。。

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
1:44 PM

erm... do they know that i'm from insurance company? why do they agree so readily? did i make myself clear? are they regretting now? hmmm... nvm... i'm just a telemarketeer... but... but... most appointment i fixed are young girls... 17, 18 years old... don't they feel weird when a stranger call them? why would they agree to meet a stranger? since they are only a student, where can they get money from to invest in a saving plan? hmmm... luckily i'm a good person... eh... don't laugh hor... i'm really calling to introduce the services and products of my company... if i'm someone who is of ill intention... alamak... who knows the consequences if the young girl really come and meet me... haha... but don't worry... if you hear a weird voice and say "Hi! I'm Shurong..." it should be quite safe...

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shit... black ink runs out AGAIN!!! stupid printer... i've never seen a printer which has the black ink cartridge more expensive than the colour one... idiot... i'm running out of call list and i need to print... can someone give me money to buy cartridge? i haven't get my pay yet... please... can? sigh... think nobody will give me money... nvm... i shall take my time to call tonight...

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wah... going to be end of may already... still no proper job found... pathetic... tsk... already facing difficulties when finding part time job... what would it be if i graduate and need a full time job? to teach? haha... perhaps... arts students 的悲哀...

DEATHNOTE..L

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
11:31 AM

my family went to 5 beaches yesterday... east coast park, labrador park, sembawang beach, kranji beach, changi beach... kauz... siao siao... we didn't visit them for fun... we actually try to find a place at each beach but in vain... cos we aren't the early bird... so what we can do are strolling and say "wah... so many people arh..." hehe... perhaps it's due to the vesak day holiday... even the small and wulu sembawang beach is filled with people... i'm impressed how those people can squeeze there... kranji beach is actually not bad, not many people too... but i don't know why we didn't stay long there... oh ya... those who drive can try driving on the road or bridge (whateva) towards kranji beach... you'll see a lake on your left and the sea on your right... cool sia... better than ECP leh... i think...

wahaha... then come to our final destination... changi beach... my family's all time favourite beach... actually thought of taking the boat to pulau ubin... but my mum said that it would be better to go next time when we are prepared... and my sis say she's scared of seasick... ok lor... nvm... yesterday was quite lucky... i got to see a plane passing by every 7-10 mins... but too bad my camera battery was not charged and what i have was a pathetic, lousy phone camera... sigh... didn't capture the view i really wanted... hehe... didn't want to describe the beautiful scenery of the beach by words... cos i don't have the ability to do that... pardon me...

DEATHNOTE..L

Thursday, May 19, 2005
1:46 PM

呵呵。。。原来接电话是那么累人的。尤其是在晚上的时候，尤其是经历了一天繁忙的工作。巴不得想赶快回到家。回到家的想好好吃顿饭，看看电视，好好休息。工作狂还会利用时间把白天作不完的，甚至是明天的工作做完。但是，就在此时电话响起。带着怀疑的心情拿起电话，心想原来还有人会打给我。“May I speak to XXX, please?” 对方是个女生，有礼貌，听语气应该是个活泼的人。“Yes, I am.” 这时听到对方开始叽里咕噜地讲不停，自己只能偶尔以“嗯”来回应。原来是保险公司打来招顾客，真后悔接电话。累倒要死还要来接受这种“心理和听觉上的折磨”。哇靠！我应该狠狠地说“不要，我没兴趣，你不要打来了！”但我平时是个好好先生，这样说好像有点儿没礼貌，我不想破坏我好人的形象。好人？哈哈。。。好人是做给人看的，我现在身旁都没有人。“不要，我没兴趣，你不要打来了！”，说完立刻挂电话。哇哈哈。。。真是爽！

以上的小故事与我稍有关系。。。呵呵。。。原来打电话是那么累人的。。。

请大家不要condemn我。。。拜托！！！

DEATHNOTE..L

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
10:49 AM

hehe... think kind of get used to the slacker's lifestyle AGAIN... yeah... it's me again... the feeling of wasting my daytime is not as bad as last week already... but i would still want some tuition assignment... yes... i need to eat... now listening to 石康军's album... kind of late to write about him now... but cos previously i accidentally deleted his album from my computer... hmm... personally feel that his album is really not bad... at least it's not that type that only the 1st 2 songs are nice and the rest are... hehe... 来充数的... well... he got a good voice... his voice got that 张力... and i like it... but peipei suspects that his voice is computerised... haha... only some part got special effects lar... wahaha...

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Sunday, May 15, 2005
2:19 PM

hmm... still no reply from the agency... did they received my resume? i'm still very free in the day...

it's very common for new singers not to show their face, so as to create the mysterious feeling... from 彭佳慧，周惠，范逸臣，欧得洋 to the recent local singer 郭美美... aiya... it may be successful in the beginning, especially if you have the great voice, but people will get sick of it... and when they found out that you don't have the looks... you may not make it very far...

one good example will be local singer 永邦... when he sang 你是我最深爱的女人... he made use of the 'don't show face' strategy... taiwanese girls thought that he's a 白马王子... and his 1st album sold quite well... but he chose to show his face in his 2nd album, and taiwanese realised that he's only a 康康 lookalike... alamak... in the end, the 2nd album don't sell... 真是可悲啊... 人们怎么那么现实啊... 他们不知道老天是公平的吗...

then come to 欧得洋... heard his new song in 93.3... at first, i thought it was just a song that is seldom played from his 1st album... haha... yes... that 六色彩虹 is still very 欧得洋式... such that it become 没有新鲜感... the tune still reminds you of the song in his 1st album... 在哼六色彩虹的曲子时，会不经意的哼成他上张专辑的歌曲...

“我爱你，爱着你，就像老鼠爱大米... ” 想必此歌的创作者肯定版权税赚到“笑”... （我随便说说，别当真，现实上有许多音乐人在版权方面可是吃尽大亏）这首“老鼠爱大米”我至少听了三个版本了... 除了本地新人郭美美以外，还有“twins”... 而在中国大陆那儿，演唱者绝不会只有一人... haha... 好歌是值得推广，(虽然这首歌对我来说只是算琅琅上口）但是我本身认为应适可而止... 千万不要让我再听到又有人把这首歌收入在专辑里，否则我真的会condemn这首歌...

DEATHNOTE..L

Thursday, May 12, 2005
12:33 AM

finally... i found part time job... but only work at night time... hmm... then i can find another job for daytime... wahaha... shall call tuition agency tml to see whether there is any assignment for me...

also doing data entries as part time... wah... that one really sian... think do too much of that will bring great damage to the brain... cos brain is not in usage... overtime, brain will go through oxidation without lubrication as a layer of protection... finally produces rust... and rot...

yeah man... haha... there's a huge pile of data to be enter into the computer on my table... woohoo...

DEATHNOTE..L

Monday, May 09, 2005
5:07 PM

pink is actually one of my favourite colour... but... from today onwards, i shall put pink into my hate list... at least for this week... cos i just saw someone's blog which really disgusted me... and that person is pro-pink... hmm... but that person is also anti-blue... haha... then that person will hate my blog... dun worry my friends, none of you are the "that person"... only peipei knows... pardon me for being a coward... but i really cannot say that person's name...

DEATHNOTE..L

shit... this feeling is even worse than the stress of the exams... i'm really lost... a common problem of city people? feeling lost when you have nothing to do...

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Friday, May 06, 2005
6:18 PM

hehe... 1st post after my exams...don't wish to talk about that anymore... suppose to be on a job hunt... but i'm just too lazy... and this laziness cause my ear to suffer... nagging from my mother... then i would turn on my radio, tune it to 92.4 and adjust it to a very loud volume... wahaha...

went picnic with my friend on wednesday... yes... picnic... the both of us... haha... think it's our first time... bought black pepper chicken, potato salad, and butterfly prawns from mos... and of course drinks... and wet tissue... (it's much better than normal tissue paper during picnic) talk quite a lot that night... but still feel that it's not enough... should go picnic again on her birthday...

i flipped the last page of today's 联合早报 and started screaming... (i normally starts reading newspaper from the back) 张怡宁won the 世界杯... so happy for her... last time she always lost to王楠 and got second only... this year she finally won the championship after beating 郭焱. dunno why... i feel that 张怡宁looks like my young cousin... oops... should be my young cousin look like her... perhaps that's why i dote on her... wah... am i still human or not?

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