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Thursday, January 27, 2005
11:58 PM

shit... lecture quiz tml... haven't study... tutorial tml... haven't prepare... need to finish lots of readings by tml... haven't read too... what kind of shit is this?

left my pencil case in bus 30 today... alamak... why am i so suai??? got quiz tml, lost all my pens today... ALAMAK!!! i'll try to find it back... maybe try out asking at interchange... my pencil case is quite old, think nobody would want it... hmmm... who knows...

wahaha... wahahahahahahahahaha... i'm just trying to make myself feel better... losing my appetite lately AGAIN! shit... i hate this feeling... i'm a person who EATS TO LIVE... then now i'm losing appetite... that's equals to hell... maybe too stress... too much workload now for a slacker like me... alamak... then how am i going to survive in year 2,3 and 4? aiyo...

shit... forgot to watch AMI4 tonight... real shit...

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Monday, January 24, 2005
1:48 PM

yoZ... i KaiBin vampire guy better than ev1lguy haha... i have a lots of friends like ji chien , mun pun , sin him and i have my best friend call jichen I with jia chen very close one.we always call each other everyday haha.. now i will say unit here bye bye!!

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Friday, January 21, 2005
12:55 PM

attended the chinese history lecture yesterday... it was by a guest speaker from Beijing University... pretty old... think 70+ but he looks radiance... perhaps he had gone through many major incidents... his talk was very sensual... i'm a slacker... but his talk motivated me... he said that the world today requires knowledge power... and the students from NUS are the elites and the future pillars of spore... （perhaps he said it out of courtesy...）suddenly, i felt so ashamed of myself... i don't think i belong to the elites... (i'm not trying to be humble here...) seriously, i'm not... but i'll try to buck up... though i've been saying this for years... typical slacker... the lecturer also said that he really admire our peaceful learning environment... no wars... no chaos... however, such ideal environment will only produce many slackers like me... the learners during the chaotic period possess learning spirit and attitude that are incomparable... we are nothing... we are just a bunch of self-centered people who take things for granted...

sometimes i'm thinking what am i doing in NUS... i remembered my friend that i didn't see for a long time was shocked when i told him i'm in NUS... he was asking "what are you doing there???" yah... i'm asking myself many times too... i don't know whether it's the right decision for me to choose this safer path and put aside my dreams... i remembered i struggled a lot before i came to this final decision... i should not be regretting... anyway, it's already semester 2 and i should just go on... i wonder how many people have this similar experience... i'm not going to give up my dreams and interests... no matter how tough it is... i'm not going to give up... i'll wait... after my graduation, i'll go and pursue my dream...

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kauz... why on earth got people with the surname 'Roach' and some more sing and dance like shit! Mary Roach should really go and change her surname, regardless whether she makes it to the Hollywood or not... (it's impossible for her to get thru...) she shouldn't insult roaches... they may be pests but they're lives too... if roaches could know AMI4 is about, they would drown themselves in pesticides... argh... wau kau...

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
1:02 PM

I'm sharing this blog with my younger brother... I will not do anything funny in this blog, trust me... I'm lacking of funny ideas now... hello everyone I'm KaiBin(Ev1lguy) or (VampireGuy) and a lots of other funny name la!!!! I also have a name that my best friends call me what ah Fon la I don't know la!!!! Hmmm... Blank now...

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