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Saturday, May 28, 2005
3:13 PM

4 more days to the release of results... almost forgot about it...

i forgot a lot of things already... trends... fashion... happy... and unhappy incidents... my life now is like a piece of blank paper... absolutely nothing...

hmm... a good time to reflect on myself...

i have decided to work as an air stewardess after graduation... good money... hehe... i need to pay study loan... hmm... but realise my gender identity is neither here nor there... aka not feminine... should take these few years to change myself... or else they will really send me out when i go for interview...

加油！

after flying for a few years... earned enough money... sick of flying... (provided i get the job lah...) i would go and be a journalist... hmm.... but realise my language isn't fantastic... and my thinking is not mature and critical enough... need to build up these during these years...

加油！

haha... heard from a friend that a secondary schoolmate of mine has married... with a kid now... wah... i'm still single... hasn't been in love before... still living in a world of my own... thinking of being alone for the rest of my life... hmm...

还是顺其自然吧。。。

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