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Monday, February 21, 2005
12:23 PM

oh dear... my assignments and readings are piling up... not a good sign...

i'm getting blurrer recently... can actually get lost in k box after visiting the toilet... something wrong with my sense of direction... haha... managed to sing without going out of tune too many times... but i did spoil some of my favorite songs... think k box should employ someone to wash the toilet... OMG... really cannot make it... i'm talking about the tampines branch...

jay's with patty hou... hmmm... his fans have different response to this issue... but i'm rather happy... patty hou is a nice girl, though not long ago, she was reported to be seen acting intimately with lian zhan's son... ah... don't care... jay also has many 绯闻... my mum says they won't last long... i'm scared i have the same feeling too... the stress from media... especially when jolin seems so pitiful... still think jay should settle down soon... he should change his crazy shopping habit and save his money for marriage... ya... if you are wondering what the hell am i thinking... please ignore me...

heard from my mum today that my dad is quite pessimistic... he somehow feels that he will be very pitiful and lonely in his late years... and he feels that my siblings and i will not be filial to him... i'm sad... do i really look like an unfilial child? but i don't deny that i'm quite rude and insensitive sometimes... but that's when i feel that they don't understand me... and i'm frustrated because i feel that family members should understand each other... anyway... my mum says that she would probably leave before my dad do and we must take good care of our dad... he really sacrifices a lot for us... i know... but it's difficult for me to show my love... i'm supposed to be cold... or should i not be anymore?

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